Author: Nicole Kinzel

  • The Red Eye Line Poem

    One ticket for the red eye line. Always sold in singles. Always last minute. A capsule traveling through a space. In defiance of times where people should not exist. The only company you have are the galaxies of lights outside the window. All worlds separate from your own. The separation does not last forever however.…

  • Joy on Loan Poem

    I’ve got that joy on loan. Feelings stronger than I have ever known. I don’t mean the two cents found between the cushions of everyday life. No, I’ve got that joy on loan. A sensation that I have carefully grown. The full cost might come later, But I’ve got that joy on loan.

  • To Break Poem

    I cannot promise not to break. Survival means struggle. Struggle always has some kind of damage. I have cracks in places I cannot see. Some have healed and some may never. And some healed areas stay weak forever. No, I cannot promise to not break again again. I was taught to never lie. I can…

  • Don’t Look Back Poem

    Keep facing forward. You know what remains behind. Those people who have caused you harm. Never let them do it again. Those who love you will stick close into the future. Leaving the pain in the past. *** Why hurt again? You have already been through the situation once. Returning back would just be echoing…

  • Childhood Whimsy Poem

    Children are little diviners. Seeing people and connections that are not there. Faces appear in the wood grain and balloons take on personality. Oh how children love balloons in particular. Temporary friends you can lead by the hand. If only they could last forever. They are in essence the first representation of death for a…

  • Introducing: Advice from a Dreamer

    Hello! This is an announcement of a new type of segment here where you can get questions answered or life advice. I want to make a special space for readers where they can reach out. Both disability advice and general life advice are welcome. Responders will be completely anonymous upon request. To get started, simply…

  • Bite Down Poem

    What you want is so close. Dangling just out of reach. The only barrier between you and it is pain. So you bite down and take it. *** Somehow, you do not see to get any closer. Yet it remains. A reward as intangible as an idea. So you bite down and endure. *** You…

  • Hurt Myself Poem

    Why am I like this? I do things I know I never need to. Abandon the activities I do. Even the things I want to do are not spared. Like the most round about kind of self harm. A slow boiling where the temperature always turns up a little more. *** I pray constantly that…

  • Want to Hear Poem

    Please tell me what you want to hear. Let me be more than a hollow prayer. A vessel for everything you need. Empty of all that might hurt you. A gentle hug. An echoing sigh. Just never let me fall to obscurity. For I carry you with me.

  • Why Waste? Poem

    They have done me wrong. They know it. I know it. So they fear retribution. Guard against the opportunity for me to have a chance. But they are mistaken. Why would I use that chance on them? Hope is too precious a feeling to waste it on revenge. They don’t know that. I do. They…