I owe everyone an explanation for my abrupt take off and infrequent posting. I have felt off and fatigued for months. Barely able to concentrate on a focused task.

All of it culminated in a sudden ER trip very recently. My oxygen levels dropped to 89% and blood pressure went sky high. While I was not given any medicine or equipment, I was given tests to rule out most acute injuries. This lead me to only one conclusion. My disability has progressed to the point my breathing is affected.

This may continue to get worse quickly or stay at this level for a time. Either way, I have to adapt my way of living or suffer.

Until I find a new functional rhythm in life, I expect my posting to stay irregular.  After I can function, your regular melancholy poetry will continue. I ask for your continued patience even though I know I am not entitled to it. Love you all.