I feel the vibration in my chest.

That time when I had matched the tone.

A harmony that I had aspired to join.

A heavenly song that echoes through my being.

Bright glow that was the answer to every question I have ever had.

Total peace and excitement I wished to stay in.

***

Then nature took control.

I was forced to take a human breath.

The glow faded.

The state became a memory.

The vibration in my chest no longer echoes it all.

I lost the tone.

***

The song still continues waiting for me to rejoin.

I try constantly to match the harmony.

Sometimes I succeed and feel the echo.

But inevitably my nature takes over again and I lose my breath.

Forced to try to catch up again.

I am so glad that the song remains even in my failures and wrong tones.

***

Oh how I live for the moments when I am one with the song.

Free to join in with the beauty of it all.

The brief moments when I feel as though I am dreaming.

A feeling that I try to remember forever.

For that feeling, I will continue to rejoin the harmony.

Until I am part of the song again.